Thursday, June 3, 2010

ghost of a lonely man

as we grow old, we will think bout ways to end our loneliness.
im i going to be single for the rest of my life aka ANTERTU or ANDARTU??
o will i be married and have a family??

well, another 2 years, ill be graduating , and sadly, i cant find the right one for me. everytime i have the "cling" with someone, that girl will always turns up to be my friends girlfriend. well , i not giving up cause i dont want to end up in a house alone.

life sucks when ur in love alone. its like ragging war with nothing but you can still feel the pain. the pain will beats you twice during weekends.
saturday and sunday is consider as sleeping day for me. ill be wasting my time sleeping or gaming. i will never go to places where my friends will chill out. well, im happy to see them with their loves one, but the problem is when they saw u and invite you along.

so, ill rather spend my leisure at home by gaming or sleeping or reading novels.

i just realize that novels will never help you. it will worsen your life. novels are fictional inspiration. when we read such novels, we often imagine the same thing will happen to us. but we u are done with it. reality will slowly appears .. by then you will realize that u are still alone....
i dont want love come just to pass me by.

recently, i had this crush on a girl, i barely even know her but somehow i can picture her as decent and cute person with a crazy personality. i cant get rid of her images until today. is this what we call as takdir or cobaan??

hope my friendship will last till the end.


GOD.... HELP ME

::indahnya mawar merah menghiasi taman hati::
:D

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

bro...gua rase sedih gler bler bcer cter lu...tp gua nk bg advice kt lu sbb aper yg ko rase nie sbjik cm aku rase... the solution for ur problem is that u should go out , watch movies in cinema or whatever...jgn just terperap jek kt umah, men game or tidoo....klo i2 yg ko wat, i2 akn surely buat diri ko jd lonely.....

p/s:
chill man, aku doakn ko dpt pompuan yg baik, dan cukup dri segi agama...aminnnnn........;-)

mckenzie abddullah @ zia said...

cam ak kenal jer...
hahahhahahah
well its a good advice though...
bhaii... i pray the same for u too

Daniel said...

halo~~~ haha
ur silly ok ;p
the time will come~~ it will always come ok~~

u just have to believe, and have some faith *which i think is enough*

dah tertulis kat atas tu....~~it is just there is no one fits you well~~maybe allah want you to meet with a better girl rather than the the girl which ends to be ur friend's girlfriend.

the time will come baby !! believe me